Dear Betty,
I have a sexual fantasy of a gangbang which I have shared with my partner recently. He has made several suggestions that we should put this fantasy into practise. My issue is that although it is my fantasy I am not actually sure what this means I would like to experience this in real life and am not actually sure if I would enjoy this or not.
Plus the other issue I have is can my partner truly respect me if he is prepared to have sex with me along with 5 or 6 other men...I'm having issues with accepting this, maybe it's just my old school mentality...Certainly with age I have become more empowered with sex and able to express myself more freely although I do sometimes still have issues with shyness when discussing certain aspects.